Leonmc0708 wrote:Kharhaz wrote:That is a good question though for Lando and Leon. Do you not get frustrated by some of the decisions made by rafa? the ones that make you scratch your head? I understand getting angry with "supporters" demanding rafa out but as most of us said early last year a majority would like him to see out his contract. I think its a good question posed by mick. If rafa isnt to blame for what a lot of people see as baffling decisions, whose fault is it? or is it just down to bad luck?
Of course.
If Liverpool do not win a game of football I am pis.sed off for a couple of days, if we lose I go over and over it, watching the replays, reading the commentary, listening to the interviews. I cant stand it.
At times I think its a burden this bird in my life.
But hten you get nights like Chelse Semi's and turkish nights in Istanbul, Dortmund finals and days out in Cardiff and it makes it al lworth it.
I question Rafa, I am dismayed at times by his team sheets and I often give that cow licking pi.ss off a nettle look to my brother when he brings on some obscure change fro mthe bench when we all seem to think that we know the right change to make.
Thing is, its like when you where in school and yer brother was suspended for glueing the teacher to the seat (true story actually) - you defend his name in the face of taunts even if you know he was wrong to do it, to the point of no return sometimes, - because you love the lad. In private you will tell yer best mate he was wrogn though.
Rafael Benitez has never set out to hurt Liverpool fans, He has never set out to purposely lose a game, he has set out to make my dreams come true. And for that I love the man like my own. Sometimes he has gotten it wrong and sometimes I think I knew what he should of done (dont we all) but he never did anything but try his best to make my club THE best.
I dont think changing hte players every week works, but I can see the reasons why someone who works with the players EVERY day might have other ideas.
I dont think Robbie KEane is worth more than £8m - in fact I now know he is not - but he (alledgedly) bought him so I will run with that. I feel vindicated in my hour long sermons down the boozer to the lads that he was not who we wanted, but I dont feel good about that, in fact I wish every day I was wrong.
LAst night, as I saw us lose the initiative once more in the title race, and our best player by a coutry mile trudge off, I thought to myself "WHAT THE FU.CK IS HE DOING". I still cant get my head round it. In fact I have tried not to think about it too much as I worry I may lose some of the respect/faith/love I have for the man, and I dont want to do that.
We are where I had hoped we would be at this stage - within a couple of points of the top. so for me its mission accomplished to date.
I never thought we could win the league this season, I firmy beleive that you need to have been in and around ut efore, as a team, felt the highs and lows and the pressure and the pain, to have the mental resolve to do what United are doing right now.
But I wont turn my back on him.
I did that to a certain extent with Houllier - and I feel ashamed of it. I had some wonderful times supporting this club under him also, and towards the end I turned against him, the same man who risked his life to return to the job of making my dreams come true. Once bitten twice shy - so I won do it with this man, not this time.
Excellent post that. Reading things like that makes me glad that I never try and pretend that I feel it as badly as some people (usually matchgoers) do, because quite simply I don't. I don't not because I don't want to, I don't because I haven't got the same feel, the same passion for the city and the club that Leon and Lynds and Nannie have. Can't compete with that and never will.