by anfieldadorer » Mon Aug 23, 2004 11:23 am
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Being the best is Real challenge
By Michael Owen
SINCE I WAS 10, I DIDN’T just want to be a footballer — I wanted to be the best footballer in the world. There are still lots of people ahead of me but, if you want to get into that bracket, you have to break out of comfort zones. That, in a nutshell, is why I made the life-changing decision to leave Liverpool for Real Madrid.
I know that I am portrayed as a home boy, a Chester lad surrounded by my family, but I have always had a burning desire to push myself. That is why I was disappointed with some of the defeatist reaction to my transfer. I don’t know if it is an English trait to settle for what you’ve got, but I was taken aback when the first thing some people said was “how’s he going to get into the team?” — not “fantastic, he ’s moving to the biggest club in the world”.
I would be lying if I did not admit that I spent a couple of days wondering if I shouldn’t just stay at Liverpool. Part of my brain was saying “just let your career run down, you’re safe here, your family is around you, everyone likes you”. But the majority of me was being ambitious. I had ten days to make up my mind and, for eight of them, I felt the drive to better myself as a person and player.
The England head coach was among those who said that I would benefit from the fresh challenge. I gave 100 per cent in every game for Liverpool but, when you have been somewhere for 13 years, maybe it all comes too naturally. It is the same route to work every morning, the same faces and you are top goalscorer every season. You are not reaching for that extra yard from yourself and it is not for the want of trying. That is just nature, it is life.
Now I’m certainly going to have to stretch myself. I am pleased and proud of myself for making that step out of the comfort zone and going for something that is a bit scary, a bit nerve-racking.
Money never came into it, just pure ambition. To have stayed would have been like anyone turning down a promotion. If you are going to be considered as a top, top player then you have to win the league. Jamie Carragher said in an article that Michael Owen joins up with England and sees players who are not as good as him with ten league medals. I have total respect for the Arsenal and Manchester United lads who keep winning everything, but it does fill you with jealousy and envy. When you see their medals, you think “I could be doing that”.
I knew many of the Liverpool fans would be disappointed, but I like to think it is an amicable farewell. I never had any problems with Rafael Benítez and, if the transfer had broken down, I was ready to resume my career at Anfield. If I was disloyal, I’d have gone on a Bosman next summer. I said to the club that I wanted them to get a fee. OK, maybe it is not as much as they might have expected a few years ago, but if I’d had three or four years left on my contract, I might have been priced out of a move.
Now I have to prove myself at Real and I know that, in Ronaldo, Raúl and Fernando Morientes, they already have three of the best strikers in the world. I am different from all of them, which can only be a good thing. I expect I’ll have to sit on the bench once or twice, but so will everyone. It is a challenge but that is why I came here. I’ve had this sneaky suspicion all along that it will work out well.
Jonathan Woodgate joining is more good news. As well as another English speaker, it shows that Real are strengthening the team from front to back. I don’t really know him, but we did once meet at a Manchester United trial when we were 12 or 13. I am sure he will have got the same buzz as me when he walked into the dressing-room and saw the big picture of each player on their locker.
I’m just next to Raúl and Ronaldo. They are superstars, but they are also team-mates now. If I was meeting Tiger Woods, there would be more of a “wow” factor. I like to think I fitted in fine at my first full training session on Friday. I gave myself seven out of ten — nothing flash, but nice and steady.
It is a squad with many of the world’s best players but, as for being a galáctico, I blush when I hear the word. I am not going to call myself one, but I wouldn’t mind if other people start calling me that in a month or two because of my performances on the field.
THE TROPHIES
I HAVE 160 FANTASTIC MEMORIES of Liverpool, one for every goal in 297 appearances, but the outstanding occasion was the 2001 FA Cup Final, when I scored twice in the last eight minutes and we beat Arsenal 2-1. That whole treble year was unforgettable and my only regret is that we never won the big one — the Premiership.
When I first broke into the team as a teenager, it was towards the end of what people called the Spice Boys era. There were huge changes under Gérard Houllier. His priority was to shore up the defence and, when we won the League Cup, FA Cup and Uefa Cup in 2001, we were winning 1-0 just about every week.
We were criticised for not being pretty, but there was no disgrace in our method when we were winning trophies. But it didn’t take us on to the Premiership and you do get jealous when you see players from other clubs taking home the big prizes. I would also look at the chances that Thierry Henry or Ruud van Nistelrooy would get playing for Arsenal and Manchester United. They are superb strikers, but I also felt that they were getting those extra opportunities.
Now things are changing again at Liverpool and it was good news for the club when Steven Gerrard decided to stay on this summer. Rafael Benítez looks a safe pair of hands as manager and, given time, I think he will bring trophies to Anfield. I wish my old club all the best, but sometimes you have to make decisions for your own career. In 50 years’ time, I did not want to regret turning down the chance to move to a new country, learn a new language and play for Real Madrid.
