Ok, I have finally discovered a worse feeling than watching liverpool lose a game. Being rejected...
Never before has that happened to me, I'm used to going out with girls whenever i have wanted to. But not tonight...
It was a form class thing, a dive-in-movie at the pool. Afterwards, after putting it off all night (and probably should have listened to my instincts) I finally have gone
'Hey, Elly, lets go for a walk I need to talk to you for a sec.'
...
'Ok, I know we havent talked that much but... and I dont know if you no this but for a while now I've really liked you and I was wondering if you... you know wanted to ah... like you know.... um I dunno go and see a movie or something with me this weekend?'
Her: 'I dont know'
Me: Just think about it, please.
Her: I really dont know, I just want to be friends
God, that is the worst feeling in the world. At first it was a great relief, I mean all unbeaten runs have to come to end right? And then there was the anxiety taken away but now, 15 minutes later its sunk in and it feels terrible.
The worst feeling I have ever experienced.
I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed, g'night all