Normally I'm full of opinion and posting like the clappers on this forum.
Since yesterday though, I've been so sad and full of remorse. My eldest brother passed away at 57 from a heart attack. He leaves behind three wonderful boys and a wife who I admit I had no time for, but it's not about her, or me, it's about people who loved him. Especially his two elderly parents, my folks, both in their 80s.
We've hardly spoken in recent years and most of that was my issue with his wife, what she said about me and my family, and because I felt he should have challenged her more.
But he didn't.
And I stopped speaking to him.
And now I can't reconcile with him.
And I feel it's my doing and I can't make amends now.
Family is more important, folks. Blood relatives. Don't make the mistake I did because sometimes it can't be fixed.
Night all.