by Ciggy » Fri Dec 23, 2005 6:25 am
No embarassment, no guilt... and no regrets
By Michael Owen
The striker will run out in front of the Kop insisting that he did not snub his old club
I CAN already sense a hubbub around my return to Anfield on Boxing Day, although knowing Alan Shearer he will probably overshadow it by breaking Jackie Milburn’s goalscoring record for Newcastle United. It is bound to be a strange day because of my long association with Liverpool, although the Kop has welcomed back plenty of old boys. I am sure they will understand that I will be 100 per cent committed to the other team.
Oddly enough, I remember a conversation with Jamie Carragher a while back when we saw a player looking downcast after scoring against his old club. I don’t think either of us could understand that and, if I score, I will celebrate as joyfully as I did at West Ham United last Saturday.
I won’t shy away or feel guilty
or embarrassed, but nor will I be running over to the Liverpool bench and sticking two fingers up. Why should I? Rafael Benítez was very decent and straightforward when I left for Real Madrid and, in August, he attempted to buy me back. Why should I hold anything against him or anyone else at Anfield?
I don’t have a short fuse but one thing guaranteed to make my blood boil is when Liverpool fans ask me why I snubbed them when I returned to England. There were no snubs on either side. The deal did not happen and both sides have got on with things.
Looking back on those mad few weeks, the one thing that no one can say about me is that I was not up front and honest. I had narrowed it down to three options and, all the way through, I made it plain exactly where they stood. As I said at the time, Liverpool were my first choice, Newcastle my second. The third was staying at Real.
I had to look after my England place and I had to look after myself. I would always prefer to be playing rather than twiddling my thumbs. The buzz from playing is irreplaceable. Every footballer wants to feel valued and I have had that in spades from the Newcastle people. They understood why Liverpool was my first choice. I had spent more than a decade there and I did think I would be going back when I met Rick Parry and Benítez just before the transfer deadline.
We had discussed the wages and all the nitty-gritty of a contract, so I have no doubts that their interest was genuine, whatever you may have heard. But it was difficult for them because they had sold me for £8.5 million (plus Antonio Núñes) and were being asked to pay considerably more to take me back. They had to make their own financial decisions.
I could have called Madrid’s bluff and said that I would stay unless they agreed to sell me to Liverpool, but I had decided to come home. Perhaps I might have changed my mind if it had been any old English club, but I knew from my visits to St James’ Park, and from Mr Shearer, that scoring goals for Newcastle would be a fantastic way to make a living.
With Liverpool seemingly still some way from agreeing a fee, it had reached the point where I had to make up my mind and I have no regrets. I love being back in the Premiership and, while we are still striving for consistency at Newcastle, the potential is enormous once we have everyone back from injury. And obviously I am on a personal high after my Upton Park hat-trick.
I have been very happy with my strike-rate but as I say repeatedly — although not boastfully — I have never doubted my ability to score goals. Liverpool don’t really have a player who will guarantee them 20 goals a season in the way that Ian Rush, Robbie Fowler or myself did, but it does not seem to be holding them back. They have at least five players — Cissé, Morientes, Crouch, García and Gerrard — chipping in with more than ten and then there are other players such as Sami Hyypia and John Arne Riise who score their share. I was thrilled for them when they won the Champions League and it is no surprise to me that they are near the top of the league.
I had quite a few telephone calls last week from Carra out in Japan, which probably means that he was bored out of his skull in his hotel room. I play golf with Didi Hamann just about every other week and speak to Stevie Gerrard often enough, so it will be strange lining up against them.
I roomed with Carra for eight years so we know everything down to the colour of each other’s underpants. I have never played against him except in training, but I can’t see us saying too much to each other during the match. We will both be too intent on winning.
Certainly gone down in my estimation saying he will celebrate his goal IF he scores.
After reading this we are just another club to him now, and he is just another player. Its not like he has any regrets cause he never wanted to be a European Champion.
Wonder what all the Owen luvers will think of him now?
Cause it obvious from this article (unless he's lying) that he doesnt give 2 sh.its about Liverpool, and if I was a Toon fan Id be very angry that they where his second choice
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Ciggy on Fri Dec 23, 2005 6:26 am, edited 1 time in total.
There is no-one anywhere in the world at any stage who is any bigger or any better than this football club.
Kenny Dalglish 1/2/2011
REST IN PEACE PHIL, YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.