saint - anything debated or notified within the 'Mods Section' which could or could not be considered 'defammatory' is there on merit. A member or even dare i say a *cough* ex-member who is currently banned and not at all operating under any 'proxy server' in order to disguise their true IP, regardless of whether they were keeping their nose clean - for now, would be discussed because they warranted it. Not just for idle gossip....besides, should the day come when someone who had 'fallen foul of the rules' were chosen to be a mod.
Maybe that ex-cough member has reconciled with God therefore his nose will stay clean- for a very long time.
My advise to you is..... Build a bridge and get over it, holding a grudge isn't healthy for your mental state.