I know its hard but you have to get on enjoying life.
One thing i have learned in the last couple of days is that life is too short.
Where i live now in Australia there was a terrible plane crash on saturday and i knew one of the passengers on board,Her name was Sally she was in here early twenties.
And she died with all the other passengers on board,and it is such a horrible feeling that i will never see her again.
I dont want to go in great detail about it and it probably wont make you feel any better.
But it really does put life into perspective,and as i said before you must carry on enjoying life and in time im sure you will.